Wednesday, April 2, 2008

In a funk..

I hit the first funk of 2008. You know, that heavy, blah feeling that follows you around and you are just not motivated to do anything. Including write in a blog. Or doing any artwork. Or caring about my goals. Usually when I hit this stage, I don't care about the consequences. I eat junk food. No desire to exercise either. It just feels like a hopeless down spin.

But there is always light at the end of tunnel. This wont last forever.

My class graduates tomorrow. I think it might have something to do with it. A chapter closing, a new one beginning. It is always frustrating to be new. Overwhelming. All this information bombarding you at once. Not sure where to begin to sort it all out. I come home from work and feel brain dead. Meaning all I just want to do is zone out and not think. Which is funny because being a flight attendant, and saying "Chicken or Beef" 300 times a day was also making me brain dead. I yearned for some sort of challenge. That said, it really makes this saying true,"Be careful what you wish for!" But all kidding aside, this challenge really is the best thing for me right now. I just haven't been challenged in so long. It is kinda like a hard workout, it is not a bad thing and it only makes you stronger, but boy, it sure hurts like hell for a few days!