My stress level climbed so high today that I questioned why I was doing this again. Maybe all the feedback on how crazy I am to do this all is true. I am so close to the end so I do not quite understand where all this weakness is coming from. Must keep going...only 5 more days.
There is quite a bit of change at work. I have a feeling that this added stress is the major monkey wrench in this challenge. I am coming up on another crossroad in my life and that is causing the bulk of my stress. There is the safe choice...and then there is "the leap out of a plane and hope the parachute works" choice.
One of my favorite movies is called "Fools Rush In". There is a scene where a homeless man tells Matthew Perry that he looks lost. All he has to do is follow the signs. The signs are everywhere. I see the signs. Everyday. But still, I am frozen like a deer in headlights. I need to make career move that will change my life as I know it. Or maybe not? I will keep you posted. Promise.
Breakfast:
- Oatmeal with blueberries and cinnamon
Lunch
- Flat bread with hummus
- Cucumber dipped in hummus
- Red Pepper
- Toast with grape jelly
- Whole wheat crackers
- Handful of almonds
- Dark chocolate Nugo Bar
- Tofu, satay sauce, mushrooms and Sodu noodles (Japanese noodles)
You can do it Jenny!! You've inspired my food choices through all of this. BTW, I always feel the weakest when the end is in sight...weird, huh?
ReplyDeleteMy god girl - your strength is amazing. I am about to faint from hunger just reading how little you are eating each day. I know that I could not be as strong as you are - so I will just encourage you to do your best!
ReplyDeleteKeep up the good work. Like you said, only 5 more days and it is over! Just think, you can pig out on ANYTHING you want after the marathon next week. :)
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